Now I just need a boost of confidence. I finished my manuscript for my first novel called The Munroe Mansion - The Beginning. Now I just have to do a synopsis, a query letter and find some confidence.
I'm terrified that someone's going to tell me that I suck as a writer. Or I'll hear that i'm not experienced enough and I need to get an education or something like that.
Imagine having writers cramp for months and months, finally typing it all up, spending hundreds of hours on a project then you come to a complete standstill because of fear?
What have I got to lose other than some pride?
I know, I'm supposed to be persistent in what I do, believe in myself, and then take that first step towards my dream of being a published writer.
I've been published on the internet for many years and it didn't cause me any undue stress.
So why am I having so much trouble with this?
A feeling of panic and dread at the outcome of all this?
I feel that I'm a great writer, I just don't know if anyone else will feel the same. :)
